4/3/10
I'm tired of even explaining to myself, let alone others. And yet i just can't get enough of self-talking to convince myself of what happened.
I can get answers from everywhere: God, logical explanations from peers and superiors, comforting words from elsewhere for the sake of cheering me up.
They don't understand me, or should i say no one understands me because i never bothered about opening up to others.
Because whatever reasons they can give me, i can think of them in my own mind too.
But trying to remain optimistic despite getting the best reasons from myself/others is another thing all together. It is just not easy to convince myself and get out of my lousy attitude this time round.
I don't feel like myself anymore...
On a side-note, it's one of the reasons why i decided to take up Psychology. Other than wanting to know and examine the behaviour of people around me, more importantly i wanted to examine my own self further
