3/26/10
I am unfit for SISPEC/OCS training.
In other words, no matter how hard i had worked over the past 2 months, no matter how much fucking efforts i had put in to get in there, i am not qualified for command school.
It felt like, i am already out of the game right from the start, even though i seemed to be playing all these while.
3/13/10
Then all of a sudden, i got a strong urge to just sit back and watch the world spin by without me.
Like, i want to watch the inside from the outside without me doing anything.
But hey, i'm still part of the inside!
The different snapshots of life.
3/6/10
A battle well-fought with God by my side.
A hard-earned victory. Sweeeeeeeeeeet!
