10/3/09
Prelim results are in already.
Did a pretty good job this time round by most's standards i suppose. Have to learn to be satisfied and content with my grades, although there is much room for improvement.
It was a significant moment when i got back my results, because this time round it was a totally different mood and feeling when i took on the papers.
That period of time was really tough, enough said. I don't have to resort to big words to describe how hard it was for me. It felt as though the entire world was going against me, and yet i have to force myself to move forward.
Praise God that i've even managed to come this far. Thank You.
I remember telling myself back then: 只许成功, 不许失败. Have i reached the success i sought?
It no longer matters; all i know is i have to move forward.
Because after all the hype and anxiety, the real battle has yet to begin. 5 more weeks to the start in fact.
My life is revolving around only God and A' Levels these days, that's all.
And until i find things worthy to write about, i will leave this space empty for now.
Just like how empty my life is. Though i'm sure that one day God will fill it up again.
All the best to those who chanced upon this, in all that you do.
Do your best, and let Him do the rest.
Till then.
The time is not ripe to let go yet, i'm only capable of putting things aside.
Let this continue to be a painful reminder, until i feel ready to put things down.
