9/12/09
I've found myself in a situation (again) in which i don't know whether should i be glad or disappointed.
But then again, i will never get to find out the answer to this question that will ring continously in my mind for quite some time.
Put it aside, szewei.
In any case, it's another week or so of torture and it will all be gone for the moment.
I'll make sure i take a good break after all these.
Physically, mentally,
emotionally, spiritually.
It's high time that i learn to please myself first before others anyway.
Though i don't know if i will ever find the way i want to do it again.
