4/30/09
Its over.
Should i be excited or sad?
Let time decide. Till then, i will not regret my choice.
也许事与愿违.
4/29/09
I know what are the drum beats to play. But, just let the tempo goes slower first? I'm already trying my best to catch up with the rhythm now.
Unfortunately, time is not and will not be on my side, and the clock will never cease to go on.
Rest assured, I'll be back without any distractions to hold me back anymore.
It is just not me to have the intention to disappoint anyone, because i don't want to.
But in the process of (trying to) satisfy others, i ended up disappointing myself instead.
Enough is enough, this will not happen again.
4/26/09
"Change is the only constant in life"
In a matter of weeks, my life begin to revolve around things very different from the previous.
Suddenly i feel so threatened, threatened by the numerous changes that threaten to turn my life upside down.
And i just don't dare to face them all.
Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose"
4/19/09
One year ago, we were the ones getting scolded and doing all the push-ups back then.
One year later, we became the ones issuing these punishments to others instead, in the name of training and preparing our juniors for their term of office.
Time really flies.
And i believe the 25th took did not take just one year to reach this stage. It was more than sweat and sacrifices that we grew together as a team.
So proud to say that we finished all our ad-hocs and events today (except for elections and nominations which is still on-going).
That means, we gonna be idle until we step down in august. HAHA
Elects Camp 2009 absolutely rocked!
(excluding the fact that there are so much homework to do after this -_-)
4/15/09
For what seemed to be ages ago, i finally found the courage to face my true self, without the intention to run away again.
There are many more things i want to put things right again, although i know i don't know how to go about doing it.
Ironically, doing so for one thing means forgoing the chance to do so for another. So comes the big P word: prioritise (even though i don't wish to).
Let's pray hard, shall we?
4/12/09
Well, this is rather late but...
Happy Easter Sunday!
For we have been granted new lives to lead, without having to look at our old selves again.
想了想,却突然间记起了自己竟然有多久没碰到篮球.
忙了忙,却忽略了自己许多要做的事,要说的话
写了写,却发现了我的心里的确空缺了许多.
我热爱的一切,究竟到了哪去?
现实真的有这样残残酷吗?
而如果有机会让时光倒流,我还是会做同一个选择,或是走自己一直想走的路?
4/10/09
Well, Good Friday is not meant to be a happy day but...
Anyway, our CG actually missed Good Friday service to cover ushering duties at the Easter Convention at Singapore Expo this morning.
Sounds cool but, we were the usherers for children instead.
Cant help but LOL.
Still, its an interesting way to start Good Friday, by serving the Lord and His precious gifts of childlike-ness in these (naughty) children.
Because we should always give back, after we have received so much more.
4/9/09
Good Friday.
Let's be reminded of Christ's sacrifice on the cross for all of us, that we might be forgiven.
And to think i have to say sorry so many times just on this day alone.
But i meant every single one of them, no matter how inappropriate they can be.
4/8/09
Ashamed.
May i have the forgiveness from God, the teachers and everyone else present.
I'm sorry.
Running away again, for it is my forte all these while.
4/6/09
Waking up late to see the exceptionally bright morning sun.
Taking a slow walk without thinking about anything.
Ordering a nice Macdonalds breakfast to start the new day.
Munching on it slowly while looking at the clock slowly tick by.
Walking back home thinking about how wonderful the day gonna be.
Starting the new day reading God's words for us.
I've found back my life. Hope the rest of the organising committee also did =D
On behalf of the organising committee, i sincerely thank everybody who have been helping us out a lot, including teachers, friends and others who willingly put aside time to lend us their helping hands.
If i were to list out every single name, the list will be as long as a girl's shopping list. No offense intended =D.
3 months of hard work and late nights. Close to 100 proposals (or even more?). Managing about 25 main committee members at one go. 1 full day of preparations.
Just for this Family Day on the 5th of April (planning officially started on 5th January by the way).
We all have been through a lot, and personally i have learnt many more new things throughout this stressful period. I admit, i have neglected many things in my life, including my Lord, my close friends and my studies.
Still, i can tell myself that its all worth it, when i see all the smiling faces on others when they really enjoyed themselves yesterday.
Hope that everybody found the day fun and memorable, and of course we welcome any feedback to make the next Family Day in 2 years' time even better.
All for You, God.
4/4/09
No matter what happens, thank God that it will all be over.
Soon.
4/2/09
NAPFA Test now examines your 5km timing instead of just 2.4km.And i thought my April fools joke was one of the best around already. -_-
