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2/28/09
And so we're on the last day of February already.

Friday was a roller-coaster ride. For one moment, it was full of ups. And the next moment i was at the bottom all the way.

Hard to imagine, so many things can happen in one day.

And there i am, watching helplessly at things unfolding right before my eyes. Which reminded me of many things that happened before this.

I don't know what God has in store for me, but that make me wanting to seek Him more than ever.

On a side note, really thankful to the Lord for His protection. Or else you would see me in slippers with my bandaged left ankle on monday, trying to lame around in school (literally).


我站在你左侧, 却像隔着银河


2/27/09
God is fair.

He made each and every one of us, with our own strengths and weaknesses.

Just that i'm saddened and often ask,

Why do my weaknesses show up when i really need my strengths in many situations that i didn't foresee.

To those who trust in me, sorry.


2/26/09
For those who are wounded out there,



Currently addicted.

This world can surely do with less "if only"s.


2/21/09
Its been a busy week since i last blogged.

Still remembered the last time i blogged, i was thinking of many crappy stuff. Anyway that's not the point of this post =x

So basically the whole lot of us took one whole week trying to catch up with the reality of a J2 life, after escaping to the wonderland of Orientation for quite some time.

The consequences? Empty lecture notes, screwed-up tests and piles of undone tutorials (not to mention, thinking of how to clear them). And also my Family Day and other SC commitments.

Its amazing that with my minute human strength, i can go through all these. But i'm strengthened by God's grace, of course.

Hopefully and prayerfully i will learn to decelerate on my own and continue my journey in God's car instead.

And the next thing i gonna talk about is...

I WANT TO GET BACK MY PHYSICAL FITNESS AGAIN. T.T

Spent so much efforts into building up my stamina and fitness, and of course honing my bball skills. But just one Orientation is enough to take all of them away -.-. And napfa is coming up pretty soon too.

Nevertheless, i finally found time to unwind and play bball this afternoon. Though i wasn't (and can't) play in my best form, i can still keep my mind away from many things, happy stuff or not.

Free time is a luxury, really.

Till i find more of it again, i will be back blogging then.


那天你和我 那个山丘
那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞


2/14/09
Because i can't find the courage to.

夜越黑,梦违背


Orientation 2009: Inifity is FINALLY OVER.

Crappy 5 days it have been, though i must admit they brought me so much laughter and memories, especially with my OGLs and of course 25th SC.

Shall not talk much about it, because i will probably jam up the entire blogspot server LOL.

But yeah, thanks to all the J1s who participated actively, to all OGLs who signed up and helped us out, to all teachers who gave us so much advice and guidance, and to all CCAs/people who helped out one way or another.


Still, there are several hiccups along the way, not to mention many unexpected things happened. Overall it has not been a smooth programme, but it's a a success more or less.

25th SC may not be perfect, but we will continue to strive on and achieve more. Orientation is, after all, only our first major event. We have to a lot to work on definitely, but we promise to deliver more too.

Its the same thing for me. I may not be the best house captain you can get, but i promise to try my best to improve to being one that you will consider good.

Do my best and let God do the rest. I said this to the entire SC during Exco nomination. It still and will hold true to the very end of my term.

Presenting to you: Centaurus and our OGLs! (where is kueh lapis anyway?)






























Happy friendship/valentine's day too. (choose one)


Because i don't want to.


2/7/09
My fault then. What for starting something when there won't be any ending.

Many things are supposed to be left unsaid in the first place.

Kudos to myself for being such a fool.


2/2/09
As each day passes by, i get more and more convinced about this.

The drums may be loud and noisy, in the process drawing loads of attention to it. It has a prominent presence which many people do notice.

In fact, it is so-called the 'backbone' to a band's performance because it is essential to maintain the tempo and bring up the entire atmosphere through the different styles of playing.

But ultimately, even with the strong and firm support it can provide to a song, it is and will always be in the background, never to be the in the front. After all, it is not meant to be the main' feature' of a song that distinguishes one song from another.

It's not like the guitar or keyboard or piano, which creates melodious music that really characterise the song being played and people will know what song is being played.

It will just be at the back, playing loudly yet meaningless.

And as much as i hope not, i'm slowly becoming the drum set.


The writer

szewei.
AJC 09/08
25th SC
AMKPC

"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not be faint.
- Isaiah 40:31

The people

cindy
cheryl
daryl
fiona
gary
irvin
joy
joel
joyce
junhao
lichu
monica
pearlyn
stephanie
tiffany
weixuan
wanchun
weifeng
wenxiong
yihui
yiliang


The Past
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010


The credits
wind.waltz

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