10/31/08
There seems to be no songs to describe my feelings nowadays.
That clueless and helpless feeling, yet somewhat curious and wanting more, with a tinge of both worrying and gladness at the same time.
Maybe its because screaming silently don't help. After all, no one hears you.
But God will.
10/30/08
Chinese is finally over, for now. And God knows if i will retake it next year -_-
OP will be next week, and after that the 'holidays' are here. You can't really call them holidays because in the first place they are not meant to be enjoyable. There are tons of work that are enough to drown all of us.
Still, quite looking forward to the study break though. There are definitely more things to life than just plain mugging =)
10/29/08
明天就是会考了!
在此恭祝大家:新年快乐,万事如意!
对不起,太多的华文烧伤了我的脑袋. 明天并不是新年,而是圣诞节!
开玩笑的啦!
大家明天要加油!
10/26/08
有读者问过我为何无原无故开是以华文写博客. 理由非常简单:因为A水准就快到了. 我就想把一写博客把当成一种练习,试着用华文来抒发内心的感受. 希望读者门别见怪!
最近也对写作与创作开始有兴趣,更是想要尝试写一些散文. 但我的语文水准还没到达炉火纯青的程度,写了后大概也只会闷死读者 =p. 或许过几天较有空,发现自己闲着没事做时,可能还真的会让自己写作的神经活动一下(如果我有的话别 lol)
愿上帝保佑! (God bless =D)
情字何解怎落笔都不对,而我独缺你一生的了解.
10/23/08
选择.
面临做决定的那一霎那,心底是多么的复杂,不知走那一条路才是正确的. 想要这样做,却担心那样做会比较好,根本无法做出选择. 更何况,下定决心做出选择后,大概也不会在有返回或后诲的余地. 一个错的决定,能改变的有许多,可以想象在做选择做的时侯,压力是多么的大!
但只要心里非常了解自己做的决定是正确的,就要勇敢地做下去,坚持自己的信念,千万不要感到恐惧. 因为当时的你,已经尽了力,做出了你认为是最明智的决定. 要不要后悔,你自己考虑吧,反正回头的路已经不见踪影了. 干脆趁你还有一条路可以走,就继续走下去,不要在回头了.
我,做的到吗?
你的笑容已泛黄
10/21/08
金牌,胜利,名誉.
短暂性的荣耀,长期的惭愧,矢望与后悔. 就为了那一瞬间的自豪感,搁开了快乐,放弃了笑容,甚至戴上了存心想要隐瞒全世界的面具. 得到了虚幻的满足的感,但过程中也牺牲了不少的汗水和时间,想完成也想得到的都忘了一干二净.
这一切,值的吗?
一直以来我都找不到答案,但至少我在回头看一看这一路走过的一切时,我知道我并没有后悔的选择,只能鼓起勇气继续麻木地望前走,绝不能再被绊倒.
这,大概是大家都得经历的吧.
读者们,就为了下星期的考试做最后的冲刺吧!
- FIONA: ahahahah. thats wad i also wanted to do. leave some space for me there!
- WANCHUN: u're nice? return me my cover page then =x
- JOE.: lol why shld i. pandas are getting extinct already =/
- lichu: yes. thank God for His grace. see you around CCAC head!
10/15/08
Splitting headaches again. Guess they are here to stay after the promos.
Have i paid too much a price for those grades?
10/14/08
I feel so lost.
There are many decisions i have to make soon, some of which may even concern my future. Perhaps, this is the crossroad of life everybody must go through.
And when i saw that PHS uniform today, it hit me hard. I never realise i miss that uniform so much until today, that uniform i have worn for 4 years. I walked by the school everyday, yet it seemed to have become just another building on the road.
That was where i grew up and found God, after all.
10/13/08
"Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions our obstacles: Finishing the journey, overcoming the bad emotions with good emotions, is more important than pondering on why we are going to the destination."
- Journey by Low Kay Hwa
His novels never fail to touch and inspire, although i must comment that all his books are almost always written in the same style. Still, his love novels are a good read because they are written mainly in the Singapore context, so you can expect to read about relationships based on our little country. Can't wait to read his new book!
Blog song changed, by the way.
是不是说,没有做完的梦最痛?
而暂停算不算放弃?
10/12/08
Wahahaaha i have new bball sneakers. Time to dunk the ball in! (in my dreams)
Shopping yesterday was fun, especially with the best buddies you can ever have. But hang on, i'm not saying i'm a shopping fanatic or whatsoever (i'm a guy after all). It just so happen that i needed quite a number of stuff and i can get them yesterday. Finally i can play bball better with proper shoes!
But then again, where is the time we truly needed?
For my PW group, our focus is on teaching others to prioritize their time correctly. Yet i do not follow what we are preaching, which is an irony. There are so many things i can and love to do, but i just can't find the time for them. And its only after promos that i realised this. For the sake of these grades, i've sacrificed quite a lot: God, friends, bball and even my health. Praying that now that promos are over, i can spend more time on all these.
Quote from OP speech: Do you know what are important in your lives? Are you prioritizing your time correctly? Do you think there is a need to reconsider them?
Reply to tags:
- Weifeng: zzz. i'm not almighty or anything -.-
- WANCHUN: i'm trying not to. haha. how abt ur promos? :) or :( ?
- stanzilin + weixuan: waddahell i'm not crazy or mad or whatever =/
God bless.
10/9/08
Proverbs 21:31 - "The horse is made ready for the days of battle, but victory rests with the Lord"
Truly, praises to God with a thankful heart, for He decided my victories today. By His grace and mercy, i was able to obtain my desired results. I know that no matter how much efforts and hard work i've put in, ultimately God decides everything. That's when i know, i have to place my hopes upon my Lord. And today won't be real if i did not do so.
To all worried ones out there: God will make a way. Don't be disappointed or depressed over today, He is still in control. The results are just another high wall to climb over. Have faith and courage to climb over it, and you will see the green pasture the Lord has promised you.
狂胜之中,我却黯然语带悲伤
It is miserable that i have to pen it down.
Victories? Over what? Why that hungry for victories? Just what are you fighting for?
I don't know.
Oh, i am placed in charge of Family Day next year. Is that a GG for me? =/
10/8/08
我针对手握着一张告诫,
这世界谁被狩猎谁让谁我去救围,拯救你的无邪
战场上我在等我追,我又转身我明白
坠毁却无法忌讳,我又爱上谁
10/6/08
An opportunity to speak, even though it may be just that one and only time. Make full use of it and don't regret. You don't have a second try.
Perhaps, i've missed it. Already
10/4/08
5 reasons why PW (pronounced as Pee Double-you) is fun:
1. It offers you the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to wake up at 6+ on a saturday morning
2. You get to enjoy 45min bus rides and you wonder why your groupmates have to live that faraway from you.
3. You either lie or get laid on a comfortable bed (by pillows and WRs of course, what else?)
4. You munch on countless snacks and never get thirsty while listening to chen wei lian songs (throw in some taiwanese dramas as well)
5. You return home on a 45-min bus ride, again.
And i didn't know post-promos life can be so dead.
10/2/08
Ok i will feel guilty but...
Heck care, i've uploaded the opening track (魔杰座) in jay chou's latest album even though it is out in stores only next week. Don't listen to it if you don't want to be spoiled =D
Only one word to describe the song: awesome! Will upload the lyrics someday if i can find it.
