6/11/08
Wow, i just happened to find out that my blog is now 1 month old!
I started this blog with only one purpose: That is to record down what happened each day and my thoughts on them, so that each time i check back on the posts, i will learn something from it, no matter how big or small the lesson is.
Life is short, it taught us not to procrastinate. We should learn to treasure each day and make the best out of it. Being a blogger allows me to look at the days that are gone, and if i get to see a meaningful post, i would know that i did not let this day go to waste. However, should i actually find an "empty" post, or perhaps no posts at all, i know that it was a bad day. Something must had went wrong and i must correct it, so that i won't get to see a similar post again.
Still, when i checked back on my posts, i can see my purpose of starting this blog is not fulfilled yet. I once told myself (and blogged about it i think) that i'm heading towards the wrong direction. This holiday period, i promised myself, is to be a turning point so that i can get on the right track again. Just like the sunrise (which we were supposed to see during AB Camp), it signals a new start, the beginning of a new chapter in my life.
Yet it did not happen. More than 2 weeks have passed already and i'm still the same old person. Just looking at my studies workload indicates how true this is already. I feel so helpless that i can't help myself, its such a terrible feeling.
Nevermind, though time is not on my side now, i still have time! I will make full use of it to do what i wanted and aimed for. And i know God is there to guide me through. So let's pick up ourselves and move on!
